saw this coming

I'm going to be homeless for real now. no one's supporting me on this, no one's got my back. I'm alone.

when I told mike I'm looking into an apartment, he said he wouldn't move in with me. he said he can't afford it. its fine, I don't want him to go broke, but it still sucks.

so I'm trying to work out my options and nothing will work out in my favor. I've got no money, or friends, or support but I've got to get out of my house. I've already made up my mind the minute my father pushed me against the wall while kicking me. its not worth living here.

I've got to figure something out by monday. and now I'm all alone. I'm going to be homeless. and I'm miserable.

maybe ill just get hit by a truck or something.