Sigh

I'm like in zombie-mode right now. I woke up super-early so I was on time to my field work at Erikson School. I have to help out at one of the 1st grade classrooms there every Tuesday. The kids are adorable and they say the most funniest things all the time.

I've lost touch with my friends Lizzy and Pau again. I miss them alot and I miss us all being together. I just don't want to talk to them cause I'll bring them down since I've been so depressed lately. I don't even wanna talk to Mike cause he's depressed too. Instead of being gay and emo together or trying to cheer up he decides to talk to me condensendingly. It's not his fault though, I'm even crappier now cause I have my period. I want someone who will just talk garbage and dreams with me. Yeah, I'm a selfish jerk sometimes.



Watching Family Guy and it's the only thing that will get a laugh out of me lately. I miss being happy and not so cynical all the time.