I'm in this emotional soup lately where all I feel is happyness, regret, confidence, melancholy, excitement, and anger. It's just this vicious cycle. A clusterfuck of emotions. A mood swing souffle.
I basically don't know what to do with myself. I think I know what I'm doing but I don't, I've got it all wrong probably. Mistakes or good choices, who decides what's what?
I'm trying to get my shit together though. Today I took the Spanish CLEP cause I'm fluent and all, I got a pretty good score. 74 out of 80! The thing was harder than I expected so I'm proud I did so well. That's a sweet 6 credits that I didn't have before. Also, today I sent in my application to Monmouth University. I'd like to apply to other places though, just in case. Tomorrow I have a math class at 8am that I'm not attending though. Teehee. And I'm finally seeing Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist *crosses fingers* =)
"That's what everyone wants. Not 24/7 hot wet sex. Not a marriage that lasts a hundred years. Not a Porsche or a blow job or a million-dollar crib. No. They want to hold your hand. They have such a feeling that they can't hide. And every single successful love story has those unbearable and unbearably exciting moments of hand-holding."
I basically don't know what to do with myself. I think I know what I'm doing but I don't, I've got it all wrong probably. Mistakes or good choices, who decides what's what?
I'm trying to get my shit together though. Today I took the Spanish CLEP cause I'm fluent and all, I got a pretty good score. 74 out of 80! The thing was harder than I expected so I'm proud I did so well. That's a sweet 6 credits that I didn't have before. Also, today I sent in my application to Monmouth University. I'd like to apply to other places though, just in case. Tomorrow I have a math class at 8am that I'm not attending though. Teehee. And I'm finally seeing Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist *crosses fingers* =)
"That's what everyone wants. Not 24/7 hot wet sex. Not a marriage that lasts a hundred years. Not a Porsche or a blow job or a million-dollar crib. No. They want to hold your hand. They have such a feeling that they can't hide. And every single successful love story has those unbearable and unbearably exciting moments of hand-holding."
-Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, novel
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