sick

hey i'm sick.

sick of waiting around for life to happen.
sick of my parents crushing my dreams and bringing me down.
sick of being impatient.
sick of being confused.
sick of relying on everyone else.
sick of being surprised when they let me down.
sick of freehold, nj.
sick of missing my hometown.
sick of my job at express that makes me hate people and sell crappy clothes for pathetic $9 an hour.
sick of being alone all the time.
sick of my thoughts.
sick of these horrible surprises.
sick of missing your skin next to mine so bad.
sick of you living so far from me.
sick of my stupid mistakes.
sick of being so passive.
sick of wishing instead of doing.


i'm going to cure myself.