ajlfkjslkjljgldhjlafsd i don't know what i'm doing
like i feel like i'm hyping myself up.
fuck.


if you had come back already, i wouldn't feel this way.


i feel a little floaty and giddy :)
i'm just going to go with the flowwww.
tee hee, i like someone.

>:O

I KNOW WHAT I WANTTTT.


to be happy.
the end.

corny poem to you

your words are the soundtrack in my head
and i never really thought about what you said
you warned me that if i leaned too far i'd fall
but if i did fall, it'd be you who i'd call

and i'd be wrapped in your strong arms
i'd never feel all the hurt or the harms
said you would protect me from anything
because i was your queen and you were my king.

we wrapped ourselves in love and passion,
our hearts connected in an orderly fashion.
your eyes have been the sunshine all this while
and the lovely moon is just my smile.

your big heart is beautiful, good, and pure
but now who knows what it must endure
because you fell for the sneaky tongue
and on the deception of strange women you hung

now your lovely voice is getting soft
and even lies your mouth will cough
just to help you sleep on this night
and the feeling of emptiness that you try to fight

the laughing and touching soon will just fade
and shame will cover the sheets where you laid
because happiness doesn't come easy no more
and the girl that you're sleeping with is just but a ******

i still remember the hours of sweet laughter
planning what we'd do tomorrow and the day after
you'd ask me what ring i'd want on the big day
i'd tell you that "i do" is what i would say.

listening to songs that reminded us of us
because when we weren't together it was just a fuss
so we grew together and our hearts combined
living and breathing each other's soul and mind

no one else knows how your soul tastes but me
your plans and your dreams are the things i did see
so when you lie down and feel that space in your chest
just remember how snugly my head fit in there best.

<3

i'll always love you.

If there's a tomorrow when we're not together,
there's something you must always remember.
You're braver than you believe, stronger than you seem,
and smarter than you think. But the most important
thing is even if we're apart, I'll always be with you.
- Winnie the Pooh



i'll always love you.