Faith

I'm not giving up.
I'm not giving you up.

What's more important than love?

cars? money? clothes? sex? history?

nothing is. nothing is more important than the intimacy, nurturing, devotion, care, happiness, and love we gave each other. nothing is.

in the end all you need is love. that's all you need. i'm following my heart for this one. i have faith. although it seems impossible and the future is unknown, i know we're going to be together. i love you, michael maring. the goods outweigh the bads. you and i both know what we have. i'm not going to throw it away. i love you with my whole entire soul and although we've been through some shit and we've both had issues, at the end of the day i just want to be by your side. just push all that garbage away. PUSH EVERYTHING AWAY: your friend's opinions, what some girls might say, what your family might say, the criticism of anyone, the worries you have, the pain in your shin, the problems we've had, stupid pier 1, how much money you have in the bank, how your hair looks, your fear of zombies. just push it away, and the remainder is love. our love. the warmth in your chest when we're together. the gravitational pull my body has to your arms. the ravishing suit you'll wear and my graceful gown. the 9 months of baby excitment that we're going to have someday. the fact that you will never be abandoned and i'll be your partner in anything you desire me to join you in.

you are beautiful inside and out, as i've come to know firsthand. i love you, Michael Patrick Maring and no matter what happens, i will never stop loving you.